My sister Grishan and her son Brox left the Philippines to embark on a new journey. A trip to the United States. I know i’ll miss them both so much but in my heart I know that this is what she wants to do and I’m happy for both of them.I’ll see them in 10 days.Which reminds me that I have to start packing for our trip.

Andie’s yaya gave birth today.. Initially Yaya Bing (Joshwa’s yaya) thought na she had appendicities (sp?) kasi she was vomitiing and she couldn’t stand up.That’s why she wanted to be brought to the hospital. When they arrived at the hospital. Dun na lang nalaman that she was pregnant.Kasi she kept saying may lalabas na. Initially ayaw nya pa umamin na buntis sya. But when they did a urinalysis. Wala na talagang kawala di na sya nakapag sinungaling.

When Yaya Bing called me I was in Greenbelt attending a despedida for a friend. Punta agad ako sa Pasay General Hospital .I didn’t even know she was pregnant. .. I asked her if she was pregnant last month coz someone told me that she looked pregnant. She denied it.

Apparently she told the nurse at the hospital she didn’t want the baby but didn’t have a choice natakot daw mag pa-abort (which was good).I don’t know what will happen kung aalagaan ba nya yung baby or ipapauwi nya sa province with her mom. One thing is for sure she can expect a very loonnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg sermon that she’ll never hear the end of. I know the question that will always be asked how could you not know?I guess I just took her word for it.

Nakakainis pa is they ask you to buy na sobra dun sa gagamitin nila. Saka di pa sabay sabay ang bibilhin sa pa-unti unti na pagbili sa napakadaming reseta inabot na ng 3k.. Di pa kasama yung babayaran sa hospital. Buti na lang I have money with me what If wala naku po kawawa naman sya..

I felt guilty because I always take her to the grocery and the mall whenever I have to do some shopping. Surprisingly I’m not angry at her.. I guess I feel more of a concern. Had she told me that she was pregnant. I would have helped her prepare for the baby. Lucky for her I kept most of Joshwa’s baby clothes and things so puede ko pa sya pahiramin..

I had the pleasure of being able to watch an international tournament last weekend. It was THE BOMB! I had a great time… It really made me miss playing frisbee. The level of play was EXCELLENT & AMAZING to say the least.I have great pictures and I’ll be posting them soon. One amazing part was not during the game but after the game when the local and foreign players were willing to exchange jerseys. That was amazing.. There was this great SAMBA band after the final game and most of the people were dancing and it was so cool..

Ultimate Frisbee is really one great sport.Kahit bano ako dyan I’ll really stick to that. It’s not just a sport its really a community and your team is really like your family.. I love that Game.Iba yung excitement.. Iba yung level of adrenalin..

Thanks so much for the kind words that you shared with me.It made me feel so much better.

Everything seems quiet for now. Which makes me nervous? Have a great weekend.. Thanks

so much for always finding the time to read my rants and raves about anything and everything.

This is my second entry in this series.. My friend Bet inspired me to come up with my own diary what better to do this than post this in my own blog.

Nagsimula ang isyu namin sa maliit na bagay pera. Nanghingi sya di namin mabigyan. After nung incident na manghingi tapos di na sya mapabigyan tumabang na pakikitungo nya sa akin.

Ang dami ko nang naririnig na sinasabi tungkol kesyo di naman daw talagang autistic si Joshwa kulang lang daw sa pagmamahal at tamang nutrition. Kung yun lang ang kulang kay Joshwa eh di sana lahat ng bata sa kalsada autistic. Ewan ko ba makasabi lang sya di nya iniisip kung tama sinasabi nya. What she said was obviously out of ignorance. Inuubos ko daw pera ni Philbert. Madamot daw ako..Yada! Yada! Yada.. Blah blah blah.

Then she found out na pinamanahan kami ng refrigerator ng mama ko.What does she do? kinuha nya yung old refrigerator.Its not a request kung puede ba kunin more of a statement na kukunin na nya. I asked her may ipapadala pa ba? I was just thinking na since malayo sya isabay na lang lahat ng ipapadala nya from here. She sent me a text message saying na madamot daw ako.

Nahiya ako sa mom ko coz i sort of promised her na sa kanya na yung refrigerator. Since mas malaki naman yung binigay nya sa amin.From then on ang dami na nyang sinasabi… Sa sobrang dami ng sinasabi parang nag sarado na nga tenga ako ayaw ko na makinig. She lives far away but not far enough. Lahat ng ginagawa ko lahat ng decisions ko may comment pa rin sya.

Then came the clincher.. She called me dad. Yes folks I thought this couldn’tget any worse.. She called my dad at sinumbong ako, What am i 12 years old??

Sinumbong nya issues sa money ayaw ko magbigay, madamot ako, lagi kaming nag aaway,how much I spend on Andie’s clothes at pati yung mga tsimiss na di totoo di nya pinaligtas sinabi sa daddy ko. Nahiya ako para sa asawa ko kasi nanay nya yun eh. Sa ginawa nya sumama ang tingin ng pamilya ko sa pamilya nila.Get this gusto pa nya wag sabihin sa akin ng Papa ko na nag usap sila.

I know may mga kasalanan din siguro ako.. Im not the perfect daughter in law but I dont think i deserve that kind of treatment. I dont know what she wanted to prove. Di naman sya naging matagumpay kasi pamilya ko yung sinabihan nya.I know that they will stanby me no matter what.

Ayoko na talaga sya kausapin..I know I should forgive her and just pray for her.Kaya lang Im Livid to say the least.I know that this pain shall pass.. and I also know this much is true. Rely on the justice of the Lord.What matters only is what he sees inour hearts. The Lord will not forsake his faithful ones.