Hate
01/31/10
Hate is a very strong word but I’m hating someone right now because of him my husband’s relationship with his family is very complicated. We trusted him adopted him and took him in. I feel really bad and feel so upset and felt betrayed. It burns deep inside. I can’t sleep for the anger, the shock and dismay. I sometimes find myself still not believing it’s happened to us. But it has!
My husband has entrusted him with his plans, loyalty and he loved him as a brother us, deep inside I feel violated for my husband. I feel crushed. I don’t know if we can recover from this.
It is at this moment of realization that I made some of the most important decisions . The three most critical choices I made – whether you realized it at that time or not are: (1) what to focus on; (2) what to believe; and (3) what to expect from this point forward. These three choices determined the final impact this betrayal has on your life.
“Instead of blaming myself for the other person’s betrayal,I have learned to appreciate my worth, I know I am enough just as I am, and recognize that the betrayal was never about me.I want to decide to let go and not rebuild the relationship that we once had, I know that it’s time to walk away and move on.
I choose to free myself from the blame game, live in the present, and move forward with productive, positive thoughts.”
