I joined the scrappinmoms challenge yesterday.It was weird nga eh kasi lahat ng entries may photossa akin lang wala. I just need to do something and pushmyself to start my own healing. Wala nga lang kamingprinter so I had to use my own handwriting yun ata nakasira.But Philbert said na that’s what makes it personal. [...]
I tried to be the better person by saying I can managethis pain without the pain medications..I can’t I’m in so much pain. Without the medications the pain was even more painfulcompared to my labor with Joshwa and to think I labored for 18 hours.You know that kind of pain that finally find you the [...]
My Latest Scrapbook Items
My beautiful, sexy, gorgeous, adorable sistergave me some money to help me startwith my scrapbooking once again and my hubbywho said that he will buy me some scrapbookstuff (he had no idea how much that wouldeventually cost him)I am one happygirl. On top of the scrapbook stuff Philbertwill also be paying for my magazine subscriptionsfrom [...]
I went to the hospital yesterday.The doctor did another ultrasoundand still the same Gabe is really gone.I’m not having the D & C, I was just givensomething for the physical pain. For thereal pain that I’m feeling only time can healthat. Im doing so much better thank God thatI have a great husband to support [...]
I’m going to the Doctor tomorrow..I know i’m going to hear those words again.I know i’m going to feel the same way again.It’s now starting to sink in. I really hope that she’ll say something different.But my body and bloody discharge is telling mesomething that I dont want to hear, see andunderstand, Gabe is gone..
Our First Thanksgiving
THANKSGIVING 2006 MENU Appetizers Coconut ShrimpShrimp Wraps Main CourseRoasted Turkeywith Corn Bread StuffingAdobo Side Dishes Macaroni SaladMixed VegetablesMashed PotatoCranberry SauceGravy Dessert Pumpkin PieBoston Creme PieCupcakesIce Cream Thankfully okay naman ang kinalabasan ng aming firstthanksgiving.Nakakapagod pala magluto buti na lang oncea year lang ang thanksgiving. But Im glad our guests likedthe food if they didnt like [...]
Thanksgiving
Today is thanksgiving and despite the things thathave happened.I still feel thankful and blessed becausemy family is intact and we are together.I couldn’tbe more thankful.
I have decided not to have the D & C right away.I want to wait til the baby comes out on its own.Pag lumabas na yung blood and then I wait for allof it come out. Pag may naiwan sa loob then thatsthe time na papayag ako magpa D&C. Call me crazy, stupid or still [...]
Ive been spotting for 6 days so I went to thehospital and had some tests done and heardsomething that I didn’t want to. Your babyis in the right place but the baby has no heartbeat. Im in a dark place right now. I know God has a reasonfor everything and its probably not the time [...]







